You know, what else do I remember distinctly? How outrageous, when the umbilical cord was cut! Incredibly outrageous! Did it fast and physical pain I don't remember absolutely, but the emotional state was akin to betrayal. This condition did not last long., as some experiences were replaced by others, without a trace, and I watched them, like clouds, floating in the sky. But this strong emotional outburst in my mind was very well.
In the process of birth, you get a minimum set of skills, impressions for later life. Something like a minimum set of tourists before the trip.
for instance, in the womb itself an intuitive perception of reality prevailed. Intuition – it is the connection of the internal with the external.
AND, despite, that I was a little nesting doll inside, there was no sense of separation. And not only with mother, but also with the highest.
Being in the womb was more like flying in zero gravity., and, therefore, I didn’t feel any crowding there. Borders, there were no walls.
Everything was comfortable.
In the process of birth, there was a feeling of discomfort.
There was a disturbance outside.
And the experience with the umbilical cord was the threshold for a new stage. There is a new emotional sense of separateness. Disturbance. And the fear of this individuality.
Then, listening to your new sensations began, to a new setting. I remember, that also trembles with loud noises as in the womb. But the sounds are now completely different.
Back to the cut off umbilical cord. To a bright state, similar to betrayal. But this was not such., it was just time to be born) I love this memory. It reminds, that any betrayal in life is not a betrayal, it just means you cut the umbilical cord and it's time to grow further. Go to, so let's say, from one state to another. It does not matter, what to be mad at that aunt in the hospital, who cut her off) Well, it's funny)